The kids are fine
My dog Selena is ok still haven't had her surgery yet
My relationship is getting better
My walk woth hod is shaky but im trying
Thursday, October 6, 2016
I been busy I'll be back
Friday, September 16, 2016
Am I going to jail ???????
Am I going to jail ???????
Tuesday, September 6, 2016
Tuesday, August 30, 2016
At work tired
Sunday, August 28, 2016
At home with the kids
Shiny's chart topper is when she ate a piece of a rotten peach....Vonvons chart topper was him pooping in his car seat. right now I'm trying to get the twins to nap. They are watching Goldie and Bear . They don't seem sleepy tho' . I think I'm more sleepy than they are .
Enjoyed my break
Sex dream😁✨
...............
I was feeling down and depressed
I remember laying across the bed on my stomach.
I begin weeping , face smashed in my pillow
Jamie Foxx came to comfort me telling me it'll be alright. He caresses my back for a while then he move down to my ass. He grabs and rubs on it saying everything will be alright. I never moved I just cried into the pillow but at the same time his soft hands begin feeling like the antidote to my problem. He got behind me and held me . "Your bra on wrong" he said. He unfastened my bra . I turned around facing him , my breast were partly exposed. He was so turned on my breast. "Can I please have sex with you ?" he begged. I dont rember the sex scene but I think we did it then I woke up.
Saturday, August 27, 2016
Four weddings
These women are super judgemental
The dog was panting loudly during the ceremony lol
I love to see all the different styles and ideas the brides have
No matter who win
They all should be happy
They have their dream guy which is an incredible blessing
Not looking for love
I'm not looking for love . I already found it 5 years ago when I met my kid's father. Our relationship is strong but definitely needs work. How about counseling or more church days ? Mmmmmmm
I often react off my emotions and don't things through. I might give him another chance. ⚠ He's totally not giving up trying to get on my good side. Its not over till God says its done.
No pork
I will try my best to not eat pork. Where do I start. I will do some research on it
Friday, August 26, 2016
Cooked breakfast
I have to learn to be grateful but grits just don't taste the same without cheese. Sometimes I make the perfect grits but this morning it didn't touch my hawt spot . Maybe next time I'll put my Krispy Kreme doughnuts in the fridge and not store them in the oven. I only put them in the oven so nobody would see them . I left them in there over night ...now they not creamy... Uuuggghhh..wasted money bc its almost a whole box.
Thursday, August 25, 2016
Anyone can read my blog...just lurking lol
I dont care what you say about me
go ahead and judge me
Its not over till God says "Its done"
Wednesday, August 24, 2016
in bed 🏨 with rugrats
My soul is lit🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷
Only God knows what's in store for me. My heart will heal I'll never be bitter
My body will gain strength I'll never be weak
My soul set fire in my brain till I become hungrier and hungrier for more knowledge and wisdom
I claim it in Jesus name😁😁😁😁😁
Im tired but cant sleep
I stressed a lot these pass few days
I can't drink
I don't smoke
I'm just about to pray and pray
I need a better relationship with Jesus Christ
Im officially "single"
I don't know what to say
Everything happens for a reason
My wedding dress will be sold
My house is no longer my house even though my name on the lease .I refuse to live with someone and have to argue in front my kids.no no no no
I promised my self I will not throw a pity party
I have a strong support system that I shouldn't take for granted
I thank God for my dad,sis,mom,ant and brothers they genuinely love me
So even tho I'm single
I have no friends
Can't go home
Everything will be fine
My life will be greater as long as I be nice to ppl and work hard.......
Selena my poochie
I just gave her some Viennas she's such a picky eater . I should have took a pick of her all curled up by the front door. Ima wash her(lord spare me tomorrow)
She so sweet...Today the neighbors pit bull came in our yard. I hurry up and took her off her leash and bought her inside. She don't be scared though.... Her Lil tiny self be acting up sometime. She definitely tries to protect us that's why I so desperately want to help her. I love my Lena beana
Sunday, August 21, 2016
Selena my pet my bff
I set up a go fund me account for my dog. I never thought we would get any money. Today she got $30 I really have hope for her surgery now. Selena is so smart I've had lots of dogs but none like her.
Link to my gofundme account for my poochie
Baton Rouge is being destroyed by man made disaters
Now every time it rains I get an alert in NY phone about a flood warning. This is very rare. I have so many questions. Why all of a sudden we are more prime to flooding. So many lies going around I don't know what to believe.
Baton Rouge weather
The rain has been giving us a break lately. Victims of the flood has been rebuilding.
Future Mechanic🔧🛠🔨🔩🔨🛠🔧
Its very hard to find a decent mechanic. Even if you find a mechanic he might not know what he's doing,he's hard to get in touch with,he charges an arm and a leg,he starts jobs he don't finish and so on. Mechanics are everywhere but a good mechanic that's loyal is very hard to find. My sons passion will be being a jack of all trades but the will know how to work on automobiles. 🚐🚘🚗🚖🚚🚚🚛🚜.Thats one thing for sure I hope they get into.
💀Dead computers💀
I have so many broken laptops . Most of them have pictures that I would love to see again. Right now I don't have the money to get them fixed so they are just taking up space. I will have some extra money soon so I'll be able to pay to get them fixed .😋😋😋😋😋😋😋😋😋😋
Saturday, August 20, 2016
Sucker from Regions mess
🏦At work a lady from Regions🏦 bank came to speak to us. She persuaded me and five others to get an account with Regions bank. We got these tiny little green suckers . I made sure👀 the other kids were in their room and I gave it to the 👶baby. I only had one so my little handsome boo boo got the prize. He ate it down to the stick . He was very sticky, slobbing everywhere. What a mess✨but so cute
Kids hate getting out the tub
My kids despise getting out the tub . They bring tons of toys to the bathtub. They stay in the tub for 15 minutes and still don't be ready to get out . They love being in the tub. One time I ran hot water when I thought it was cold...smh way to go super mom .....good thing I came back and checked it before putting the kids in the tub.
😣⏩I've been seeing a lot of controversy over ⏩if a man should be in the tub naked with his daughter. my opinion is um to each its own. Preferably I'd have to say hell no but if a man does I can only pray he means no harm by it and keep his private area away from the child. I mean what sane man would want his pecker touching his daughter? And to make natters worse a real perv would post a photo of it ..smfh..Anyway like I said its a no from me .
My kids father would never get in the tub with the girls . He bath the youngest when I'm not around or don't feel well enough to do so but other than that ⏩Momz got it.
My kids love water now daddy needs to teach them to swim .Only dad and my oldest step daughter can swim.. That's not good.
The kids eating
When my kids eat they always say grace
They usually make a big mess ...the severity of the mess depends on the meal
My three year old son is a very picky eater. I cater to his picky wants but daddy say I shouldn't because he's a boy and need to eat to be big and strong. Sometimes the kids act like they are starving and they began eating before everyone is seated at the table. I love when the kids say grace without having to be told especially the youngest kids. Their favorite food varies depending on the child .
My three year old son the picky eater loves sweets so we have to hide the candy . He has sugar rushes .....His favorite food is spaghetti
My two year old doesn't have a favorite food she eats anything and I mean anything. I have to really watch her. My oldest daughter favorite food is lasagna just like mine. My youngest (1yr old) he eats anything too. He just recently started eating table food so he is really enjoying different taste of food . Right now I'm trying to stick with only giving the kids water . Later we will be eating peaches, they live fruits ..They love fruits sooooooo much
Supermomz Day
Cleaned a little
Cooked
Colored with the girls
Played with the kids
Cooked again
Comforted the kids
Ate
Rested
Watching --Rocky Marathon
I want to teach my kids how to fight but most importantly I want to teach them when to fight. Bullies are losers my kids will get they butt whooped if they bully another kid 😋
The Phibian
They don't hold water
They dry quickly
You can put them in the washing machine
I think my kids might like these
I'm a 90's baby
I remember growing up with no cell phones. Then cell phones came out and I still didn't have one. I remember when everyone first started using cordless phones . I remember when you were super popular if you had a Razor phone. I had a pink Razor phone before that I had a Boost Mobile phone . I rember having to sneak on the phone or asking people to call after 9pm when the calls were free. Now all ppl do is text 😣I wonder how life would be if there were no more cell phones or apps ?
Historic Flood in Baton Rouge
Many ppl I know lost everything.... Here are some pics they sent me. I am blessed so far we haven't lost everything. I've been trying to give away as much as I can. My heart goes out to everyone who lost everything. (=^^=)(・∀・)(≧∇≦*)(≧∇≦*)(・∀・)(=^^=)(´▽`)^∇^)o(≧∇≦o)(・∀・)ヽ(´▽`)/(*゚∀゚*)(*´▽`*)(^^)☆ミ(^q^)( ´ ▽ ` )ノ=Um(__)m¯\_(ツ)_/¯¯\_(ツ)_/¯(ᵕ≀ ̠ᵕ )ಠ⌣ಠ(︶︿︶)͡° ͜ʖ ͡°ಠ_ಠ┬┴┬┴┤(・_├┬┴┬┴┬┴┬┴┤(・_├┬┴┬┴ლ(ಠ益ಠლ)ಥ_ಥ(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻┬┴┬┴┤(・_├┬┴┬┴(╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻(╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻ಠ╭╮ಠᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ¯\_(ツ)_/¯( ͡ʘ ͜ʖ ͡ʘ)( ͡o ͜ʖ ͡o)ಠ⌣ಠ(ಥ_ಥ)(ಥ_ಥ)(☞゚ヮ゚)☞ ☜(゚ヮ゚☜)(☞゚ヮ゚)☞ ☜(゚ヮ゚☜)( ͡ʘ ͜ʖ ͡ʘ)(͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)͡° ͜ʖ ͡°( ͡o ͜ʖ ͡o)ಠ⌣ಠ
☔Rain in Baton Rouge😣☔
Its strange and No one really understand why but every time it rain in Baton Rogue it floods. The longer it rains the more it floods. This has never ever been a concern before. Now I find myself grabbing emergency sacks and getting the kids dressed every time it rains . I can see the ditches began to fill up with water. Why is this a sudden problem ? What went wrong ?
Friday, August 19, 2016
First Day
Today was my first day😋 at my new job.
I sat there for hours and hours watching presentations and listening to senior management talk. Can😣 you say "Booorr-rring" ......Anyway I'm back at home with the kids. I will tell more about my day later.
So yesterday 🌞was interesting I answered a lot of ❓questions correctly. After we'd watched a thousand short movies ❇on the overhead🎦 projector. We were asked questions about what happened. The movies were about thoughtless🙍 customer service. I sat at the front of the room and I actually enjoyed some parts of the movies. There was a deaf 🙉lady and her interpreter in the class. Two interpreters to be exact , so when one got tired the other took her turn🙉🙉 . I thought it was😁 really cool because I start teaching my kids sign language today. We won't be so advanced but they'll know the⏩ basic signs. Anyway at 💲work 💲when it was time to eat 🍕I thought we all would go on break and go get something to eat. Instead they rolled in two carts. They had thick🍔 burger buns,meat,lettuce,cheese and tomatoes in separate pans. On the other cart were soggy 🍟seasoned fries. I really had my mind set on going buy my own food but I knew I'd never make it back in the 15 mins she gave us. So I fixed a 🍔burger , got some fries and went sat in my car. My boo said I should be grateful... Yes I thank God for it but how you feed Ppl and run out of 🍟ketchup. So we have thick buns,thick meat but its dry....What about the 🍟fries??? Anyway yeah I missed my kids but I know I have to get use to working.
Thursday, August 18, 2016
Stay at home mom no longer
I've been a stay at home mom for almost three years. Tomorrow I go back to work 😗Its kind of bitter sweet . I'm excited about making my own money not about working. If it was a job I enjoyed then I'd be excited about working. I will do my best but I will also be looking for a job that I like. I don't want to work , I say I do but I don't . I want to be with my kids 24/7 I'm going to miss them so much. I will work though to make sure they have everything they need...............I will work because I am not expecting the government to take care of us. Their dad works but sadly it not enough. Hopefully we work together and everything turns out fine.
Monday, August 15, 2016
Menstrual Cycle
I hate when I'm in a heated discussion and my fiance says...its ok baby...you right... i know you just talking like that cuz ya period about to come on#firedup
Help me God........
God please help me feel secure. Today is more rain in the forecast. I want to leave and take the kids somewhere safe before its too late. Our area is dry for now🙂We have already left our home near Baker because its more likely to become flooded. The streets right over from us are flooded but our neighborhood is dry. Right now we are at my mom's house. This area is dry but areas close, very close are severely affected. I want to leave and get the babies to higher ground before its too late .My mom called me paranoid and my fiancé also don't want to leave. Am I being paranoid or cautious? Ppl are losing everything. Fuck everything material I just pray we stay safe. Nobody wants to leave . I feel bad that no one is considering how I feel. They keep saying God gon protect us . I know he is but we don't even have a ladder to get on the roof !!!!!! Why not prevent having to put the kids on the roof and leave for their sake. I don't want to leave my mom,brother or fiancé . I have to go to work soon so I'll need someone to watch the kids then so I can't leave right now anyway . My fiancé grab me and held me I begin to cry. Then I went in the kitchen and realized I was talking to everyone but God. I talk to God and he assured me we'll be fine. I still wish we could leave but I'm just not gon stress about it. Please God protect us all. I just want my babies out of harms way.
Sunday, August 14, 2016
Baton Rouge Flood 2016
I've had a lot of people messaging and asking how things are going here in Louisiana.
There is no simple way to answer that.
I know people are watching the news and saying, "Oh they can handle this. They get hurricanes all the time."
Let me assure you, this is no hurricane.
This is absolute devastation.
At least with a hurricane there is time to prepare, buy supplies, evacuate and have an emergency plan in place.
There was no time to prepare for this.
It's now being called a 500-year flood.
What does that mean?
It means most of these people did not have flood insurance and did not prepare because they were told that they weren't in a flood zone. Places are flooding that only flood once every 500 years!
Remember the images you saw from hurricane Katrina with people waiting for help on their roofs?
Imagine that... Except there is hardly any dry land to retreat to.
Water is still rising.
Places that are dry now may not be dry in the morning.
Several shelters, housing hundreds of people, have had to evacuate.
Every Boudreaux and Thibodeaux I known is out in boats trying to rescue as many people as they can.
People are getting out of their homes with just the clothes on their back - leaving everything behind. Some are even swimming out, with their children and a few valuables in plastic crates.
Upon being rescued, some people are brought to dry land and then left to wait on a family member to reach them - if that's even possible.
Rescuers are out in school buses trying to haul as many people to safety as they are able to reach.
We have never experienced anything like this in the history of the state.
The devastation is widespread, as is the desire to help.
The national guard has been called in, but right now there are more people in need, than there are volunteers to reach them.
What do you do when the "safe places" are also being swallowed up by water? When people are on Facebook posting desperate pleas for help because 911 is back logged and no one can reach them?
We pray.
We cry.
And we pray again.
And for those who have said that this is a "cleansing" or a "judgement" from God - shut your mouth!
Your words are neither loving nor helpful.
Right now people need compassion and prayer.
Families have lost their pets, their homes, everything they own - their entire lives!
You playing "prophet of doom" is not helpful to anyone.
In the words of Thumper, "if you can't say something nice, don't say nothing at all."
When the waters recede, our state and our people will need help rebuilding our lives.
But for now, just pray.
Saturday, August 13, 2016
Do you have more clothes than this?
Bye bye unwanted toys
Every so often I find myself tripping over toys as soon as I step foot in the kids room . At first I didn't want to get rid of a lot of stuff because some of the toys were rare and I knew soon or later the kids might want to play with it. However over the years the toy bens continued to add up . 😮😮😮😮😮After getting tired of cleaning up behind them 24/7. I finally started throwing the toys away. First I tried the method of asking the kids for advice on what to keep and what not to keep. That didn't work out 2 well. I ended up with more bens left than planned. So I just started throwing away what I felt needed to go😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝.Well I put the toys that's not broken in the donation Benz😐This has been working out pretty well for me .No more keeping unwanted toyz
She dont want to leave
I really hope she decide to get out before its too late. Its no longer a flash flood warning , its a flash flood emergency. She is close to Denham Springs . Near the Amite the water is rising a foot an hour. The rain is not about to stop no time soon. Right now I'm in Baton Rouge I did not want to leave my home but I want my kids to be safe . We live pretty close to the Baker area. We had to get out , Baker even had a curfew that started at 8pm last night. The water is slowly creeping up . My emergency bag is not as prepared as I thought it would be . I should have brought life jackets,swim equipment and googles etc. ......I always planned for storms and bad hurricanes. I have flashlights, candles,matches , first aide kits etc. Not much in case of a flood though. Right now in certain parts of Baton Rouge like where I am for instance, everything is fine for now. Its just raining non-stop. In flooded areas the water is not still so even if you can swim you may still be swept away by the current. I pray it doesn't get worse
Friday, August 12, 2016
Baton Rouge weather pt1
Its been raining for days now. We had to leave home . I can't help but wonder is our street flooded also. Lots of water rescues have been taking places. The road closure list is just piling up. The lower lined areas are really flooded. Some shelters the lights even went out . The rain isn't letting up .
Thursday, August 11, 2016
Thunderstorm Incident from last year
I still have two hours before my daughter school let's out. I can only pray the weather has not started or is over with by the time school let them out . On days like this I really wished I home schooled her. Last year the weather was super bad . I said I'm going get her before it gets worst. It was already bad, my fiancé refused to let me go out in the weather. He jumped in the car a zoomed to our daughters school . I was a nervous wreck just waiting for them to return and the thunder rumbled loudly. Yikes I had gotten worse. At this time our house was really small so I thought it would be beat if we left before we got blown away. My fiancé pulled up in the yard with my daughter in the car. Booom😫a huge tree with a power line wrapped around it fell on the car. I yelled loudly "Come on , get out ,come on!!!" They never got out . I started freaking out I didn't want to leave the other kids in the house. As the ran poured down I continued to scream at the door "Get out the fuckin car !!!" "Fuck it" I said ...I ran and put on my shoes to go get them I thought they were dead . Soon as I make it to the door my fiancé is running in holding our daughter. Omg . "Why you ain't been get out?" I cried "I didn't know if the line was still active or not " he answered . My man so brave he went back out into the storm and backed the car up . I was sooo scared for him. He wasn't, well if he was he didn't show it. He parked the car infront the door and we all ran out . My daughter reminded me to get Selena lol.smh. The kids love our dog. By the time we made it to my mom house we were soaked but we had to get out of that house .I'm so glad we have a nice house now . This day was very frightening but it just proves no matter what God is in control and he love us all .
You are what you eat
Lately I've been going down the wrong path . I'm so use to eating what I like . I'm also a very picky eater . I love those Nutri Grain bars tho. Practice makes perfect I will keep trying . I want us to stop eating meat all together some day. I want to grow my own food .🍆🍇🍉🍌🍱. Yesterday I went grocery shopping and my buggy was not pleasing 😑I was also rushing so I kind of grabbed what I normally get. Sam's need more choices of food if you ask me . Food is sooo expensive especially the healthy stuff
Crafts
I need more motivation for my crafting business. What's a website where I can come across some great ideas ?????
Focused on my passion
I'm sorting papers and books . I have a mini library and every so often I have to get my things in order .
Wednesday, August 10, 2016
Someone stole an ink pen
I was in Walmart today and seen someone opened a two liter 😮drunk more than half and put it back with the rest of the two litters. I bet it was someone who work on the night shift. I get to the register and see a pen was stolen.. Smh
Superwoman needs rest💋✌
One suitcase too many
I clean and clean but still their room isn't neat. So I clean some more 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈😽I didn't get rid of any of these because I like them all
Be the fool no longer
I went on a quick Lil run to the store . Afterwards I realized I did what I had been trying not to do. Buy a lot of junk, I really need advice on how to shop healthy for the kids and I . It take some persuading dad because he love his country meals but I swear my basket will never look like this again. I think it'll help if I make a list and do some research online😎. Any advice on some healthy eating websites ? Especially websites for kids 👶👦👦👧👧
After The Rice Krispies 1 dwn 1 2 go
Last night when the twins got up my son stayed into the bed but my daughter got out after eat the cereal. Daddy came home and fixed me some food. She popped up from laying on side of me ....Whining for my food even though she just had a big bowl of cereal. Dad say she was being greedy and made her lay down lol. She moaned as I took bite out of my food. You know me I can't eat and not feed them even if they've already ate. Yes she always do this both of them but I can't help it . I feel like if she's begging she must be hungry right? Wrong she just love food and she over eats sometimes. I feed her tho' . After we ate we drunk some water than played down . She kept trying to peek her head up to watch Flashpoint.... She should know by now they aren't allowed to watch adult shows. I was dozing off ..."Oooooouuccchhh" I yelled. She had bent my fingernail back well she tried to anyway. I pop her bad self . It hurt for like 5 minutes, the last time she was taking the knots/twist a loose I had put in my hair . My sister said she didn't like my hair so she wanted to take the shit out ..lol. It was kind of ugly. Anyway after her whining she eventually woke up my one year old . Dad got him and gave him some milk. Finally she and I were fast asleep. Thank God for waking us up. Only he knows what's in store for us today. I'm up ready to tackle anything that comes my way. #letsgo
Tuesday, August 9, 2016
1am twins up
I just gave them Rice Krispies cereal. I put them in bed but they got out and came in my bed . I could have whoop them and put them back in bed but I wanted to make sure their little tummy's were full. My son turned on the television. Oh no buddy eat and go to sleep. No playing and lagging around watching television. Its almost time for dad to pull up . He will be very disappointed the kids not in bed . I'm about to put them back in bes I'm really tired but I know the kids come first.
Feeling blue
💣💥I haven't been working on my book
I have no energy
😀God is still good tho...I'm feeling down maybe it will get better if I eat
😂mmmm 🍕yeah eat...I love food
😃The twins are in bed .yes they were told to get in bed. They just got out for the third time. I whoop them not too hard tho...hopefully that works and I get some peace and quiet😚Im feeling other ways also I choose not to explain. I'm super tired. I'm glad I have a good support system or I'd probably be dead lol
😄Im about to eat I have no energy to get up. My one year old is napping and my third grader is at school.😉I miss her sooo much😍😘. Now I'm about to get up out of bed and see what the twins are doing ! I can hear then talking so let's see what they are up to...............,.-....................
I walked in the room they both standing up on the bed. They knock the curtain down. I can see the sunlight under the door before I walked in. Soon as I walked in my three yr old son said "good morning" wtf
😫😫😫😫I just whoop them again
If they nap now they won't wake up in the middle of the night
No I take that back🌼My two year old always wake up in the middle of the night
Guess we'll see what they do tonight bc they are showing no signs of being tired right now.
I will have no energy but I just force myself to get up
I can't nap
Bc they won't sleep
Oh well I'll find something to eat instead
Monday, August 8, 2016
Sock day
They are putting socks on their hands and feet smh. I made them get in the bed both were going to sleep. I quickly told them to get up. Tonight will not be party time .No late naps
I have a third grader 😇
My third graders first day of school
I ran out of butter so I'm cooking these pancakes in oil...ugggh I know I know😣😥She went to sleep early but not early enough because I expected her to jump out of bed excitedly. Instead I pit her on her clothes and she asked did she still have time to 😴lay down ..😶😯..My two year old is up I post fake names soon but right now I'm just getting use to this and I don't have time to go into detail.
Sunday, August 7, 2016
Just another day
The kids are active as usual. The twins are being their self . They just took sticky notes,put them on the wall and begin writing. Good thing I came in before the damage was worse.
